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Foghornchimes i dont even know if they can get pings, but this is a callout specifically because you wont answer me after THREE+ MONTHS. Fog asked for time alone to which I gave it to them. After a while, the silence was getting to me, as it'd had been quite a minute since they spoke. I asked them questions and they ignored me. I had a friend of ours message them, and they replied, saying their social battery was low and they needed more time. All fine and dandy. Then came the part where after MORE time was given, they wouldnt answer BOTH of us. For months i sat and waited. for months i wondered if they were alright, if they hated me, if they were ghosting me, if they were just busy, etc. Soon, after me finally getting tired of waiting and trying to force them to give me an explanation via gaining attention in the dms and typing consistently, i was eventually blocked on all platforms without any reasoning to the ghosting. Whatever it is Foghornchimes , come into my DMs and let me DEFEND MYSELF at LEAST. i dont know what the FUCK is going on with you but im beyond pissed at what's happening. Face me. PLEASE. I've been begging for months, now. Some may say to give it up, but why would i give up a friendship I've had since middle school so fast?

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OTA OCs OPEN

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RULES: -Capillary is not available. I'll eat you -CHARACTER CANNOT BE USED FOR NFT. NFT's are banned from my presence and you WILL be blacklisted from ever interacting with me if this OC is used for non-fungible tokens. "But espan/beans/doodle it's MY oc now!" I dont care. By doing NFT, you're harming the environment anyway. Do not do this. Ever.

I want to yeet some OCs You can offer on anybody, except for anyone in the "Mine" and "ARPG" folders. Seems simple enough yes? however imma take offers on this character just because im not really attached to him anymore/want nothing to do with him after ...events: https://toyhou.se/927850.t-e-n Tennyson, Codename: TEN- young adult who is bordering life and death, saved by use of a secret project in an attempt to immortalize humans. He houses the secret to the project he became a part of and lives his days as what's essentially a housemaid and guardian for a rich family and his "master". If you succeed in offering for him, I have stuff in my Sta.sh he comes with. https://toyhou.se/D00dlebug/characters https://toyhou.se/D00dlebug/characters https://toyhou.se/D00dlebug/characters https://toyhou.se/D00dlebug/characters OFFER LITERALLY ANYTHING EXCEPT DA POINTS. I have no use for them. Most to least wanted is: -money (USD) -art -characters -core/diamond badge (on random image) EDIT: Im actually wondering if this works but i reaaally need to get rid of ALL of these characters. like plz. #adopt #open #adoptables #ocsale #selling #characters #toyhouse #open #OTA #money #USD #art #core

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Yall just gonna have to deal with it tbh. I still draw cap DW but im BORED and funky critters are fun SPEAKING OF here's a new one that i found just by surfing! Lirse-Domis feathered ferrets uvu I like them. Idk if yall would too but their beta is open and yall can get one :V if you'd like idk. uhhh KrestenaWolfShadow imma tag you because i know you like collecting creatures. You dont have to join at all I just,,,,needed someone to tag LMAO..

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Feb. 21st.

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"The Threads of Life are difficult things to move around in. Mine are thin enough to get through my fur, sharp enough that the softest touch cuts my skin underneath, and ...others? Others are close to breaking from time and lost interest on their part. I don't have as many threads as I should; however, so ...soon I will be nothing more than an individual mind. A nothing walking around without someone close to turn to or to keep my sanity in check. Yet, it's something I've accepted now. I cannot escape the gloom of the future, thus, very well. Come at me, I say to fate. I'll stare your planned solitude for me in the FACE and live like it's been there forever."


"I cannot say I won't miss them when they break. I cannot say i didnt feel betrayed by them either. All these threads...they hurt. I've lost many to my trauma. I've had others who stayed. Whether or not those who did stay will continue is another story. I am the villain in my own story, but a hero to myself and supporters. Now...if only everyone could see what I try to do. If only I could trust people as well as I could trust the pencil i write with to not create a permanent mistake. But thats now how this works. "


"You're going to be used. You're going to be told one thing and then immediately shown otherwise. What will you do though? Me..? Well, I vent. In multiple ways. Heh, don't worry, self harm isn't my fancy, but...crying..? On occasion... Drawing...? Usually, when I have time.. I cannot control my day's events. I am alone, as far as I am concerned. I can't see life any other way. Nobody bothers to show me how I can trust them with my entirety without being...broken."

—Capillary



Yet another person betrayed me. How fun it is, to think I can form a platonic bond only to be ruined and betrayed by them later due to plain trauma being tested and struck repeatedly by either my remembrance or their actions and words.

Might draw. Might not. We'll see.

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   There aren't many coral brushes out there for free or just in general and since I'm getting tired of delaying my commission and in general loosing interest because I dread drawing coral, I decided to say 'screw it' at this point and attempt to make brushes that I can mess around with. Who knows- I might try adding some more, like brain coral, but for now, it's just 5 files. So, why not share them? Now, since I'll be experimenting with painting a background anyway, they're silhouettes, but they still can be used even if you do line-work, you just might have to draw over it to create a linework.. Anyway, they're saved as a PSD file(Photoshop Document), which should be able to open in most- if not all- programs. ...At least the one's I've used or tested with trials (Sai, Firealpaca, Medibang, clip studio to name a few). 
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-Simply open the file in your art program and you'll have the folder containing all the files. 
-This was made in Medibang, a free art program. This is for people who are unsure if they can open the file. 
-I didn't create the coral by memory or freehand- I used heavy reference to make something that can probably be reused or fiddled with in the future, so credits to the photos used. I found them on Google.
-The individual files are Transparent PNG, so they will not have a white background to disrupt your art. If you only want one or two of the five, their files will be displayed at the bottom for you to download one at a time. 
-This is FREE. Meaning I'm taking no cash or points for you to have the raw files. Why would I, if i didn't even create the position or look of the coral myself? 
-You do NOT have to credit me whatsoever for these. 
-Yes, you can redistribute the files to other people, meaning you can give copies away- I don't particularly care XD
-Protect Alpha/Lock the layer and color the coral how you like. 

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Single Files:

1. Coral1 by d00dLbug2. Coral2 by d00dLbug3. Coral3 by d00dLbug4. Coral4 by d00dLbug5. Coral5 by d00dLbug



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